Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Thursday, August 05, 2004
aniwae yesterdae went 4 my first archery lesson coz of e pe elective tinggy. was quite ok. enjoy it. n i m like super dry lahz. coz nt alot of physical stuff. xcept pullin e bow. n i realise tt my aimin is reallie like rubbish. hahaz. but then my ah gong wei fang n mister tan. r quite zai. look so shuai lahz. hahaz. n i was interactin w jing2 taiwan fren. sze wei. yahz. quite a nice person.
then watch yii ean yee wei birdie n yingmei wong play snag golf. make mi laugh until i wanna die. hahaz. so funnie.
after lesson hav band. was supposed 2 practise e college anthem. but e prob is. i didnt play lahz. sighz. i hav no confidence in myself 2 play w e rest. esp like sight readin. sighz. in e end. hav 2 leave e band rm halfway so tt i can practise on my own. after tt. went back 2 band rm n sit in 4 e practise on symphony no 5. n try 2 cheer my nanny up. coz he like mi n yee ke-ow r e newbies of band. e wans wout ani backgrd. sighz. we r like still stranded. i reallie dun noe wat 2 sae.
as 4 2dae. i hav a total of 2h 40 mins worth of break. coz gp is a free period. was piain maths assignmt n physcis tutorial. manage 2 finish both. quite proud of myself. n i saw my shuai ge again. so happie. hahaz. but e prob is i cant remember how he look like. a bit e siao horz. but i reallie cant remember his face. hahaz. nvm. hopefully will c him again 2molo mornin. quite alot of tings happen 2dae. then dun reallie noe wat's real n wat's nt real. nvm lahz. i shall take a step backwards n juz observe. hmmz.
brought bassoon home. suppose 2 practise. but i tink i wun lahz. feel like ponin sch 2molo. so tt i can practise bassoon at home. sianz. i reallie cannt make it. sighz. rubbish.
2dae hav a interestin discussion w yee ke-ow. coz she ask mi whether i tink guys will like A. then i sae tt she shld ask a guy tt qn n nt mi. coz normally wat i sae is e direct opp of wat reallie is e case. sighz. i m reallie off lahz. sianz.
n i m wonderin lahz. abt sumtin. i dun noe whether tis apply 2 everywan. but it does apply 2 mi. while walkin on e road. n saw strangers walkin 2wards mi. i will always wonder wat r they doin. wonder how their character r like. wonder if they hav alot of frens. wonder how they spend an average dae. sumhow. i find it easier 2 c e good side of a stranger. than maybe sumwan close. i dun noe. i tink i m contradictin myself. but. did u realise. tt as time goes by. when u becum closer 2 sumwan. u will start cing more n more of tt person's bad pts. maybe tis is y. i like my shuai ge so much. simply becoz i dun noe him. wat do u tink?
dreaming awae at 7:15 PM
