Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
yahz. aniwae update abt yesterdae. i managed 2 crap 3 minutes n jon managed to crap 1 minutes. so in total we hav 9 minutes. n 2dae gorgeous is goin 2 crap 1 more minutes so tt we will hav a grand total of 10...which is e smallest no in my class. so nua. yahz. n i will be doin a backup copy on e grp evaluation on debra's article in case she didnt do e stuff again 2dae. i feel so...tired. aniwae i dun ever wan 2 c tt file again. as if i can like tt...wat rubbish lahz.
2dae pe is bit sianz. but i realise sumting. i m a gd goalkeeper 4 handball. hahaz. i m so proud of myself. n my classmates compliment mi...sae i quite zai...wow...first time u noe. hahaz.
lecture is vry funnie. hahaz. coz it's chem. n we hav mr tay. hahaz. his pronounciation nv fail 2 amuse mi. molecules becum mullicules. dotz. n line becum loin. hahaz. but he is nice. n his notes r vry gd. yahz.
aniwae i was tokin abt my tt eye candy. then marlom khar make mi wan 2 vomit when he sae one is within reach. obviously hintin himself. aniwae when i xclaimed i wan 2 puke. mr tan chong keat who is beside him sae: i alrdy tell u nt 2 look at e mirror liao. y u still like tt? c now u puke. dotz. i m speechless can. then he continue 2 add: then dun smile at e mirror. or else u will c a ghost smilin back at u. ok. m i tt terrible? wow liao. but 2dae is a vry lame dae lahz overall. yahz.
hav band n is once again nuain w yee keow. sighz. i m wonderin whether i can make it or not. reallie. i hav so little time left. n i m seriously vry far away frm e standard. syf. will i be there?tryin 2 play e disney at movies. so nua lahz. i realise tt i totally hav no melody. hahaz. no u wun be able 2 noe wat i m playin lahz. hahaz. but it's ok. n i realise a way 2 train my mouth so tt it wun be tired so easily n leak air as i play. yesh. e soln is 2 treat my reed as a pacifier. hahaz. i m goin 2 try it out soon.
oh i went 4 e interview 4 e vietnam trip. but i seriously doubt i will get it. coz no1. my results sucks. 2E 1O 1F. which is like shit lahz. no 2. i hav 2 mani cca. no3. due to my results. i m down w quite a few remedials. so. in conclusion. i wun get it. if i get it. i will give those who tell mi i will get it a treat. so. basically tellin u all 4get it lahz. hahaz.
shld stop crappin now. hahaz. go n do my work. sighz.
dreaming awae at 6:53 PM