Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Friday, July 02, 2004
well. 2dae is e last dae of e common tests. supposedly e end of e nitemare. lets juz hope it remain like tt. aniwae it's maths 2dae. equivalent to sec sch a maths. i tink i did tis test e best out of e four. quite surprisin arhz. but e best i tink i will get is either E or O. yeshz.
i didnt study again yesterdae nite. i watched tv then go 2 slp at ard 11pm. hahaz. i m a slacker. after tt. supposed to wake up at 3am 2 study. but guess wat happened? i didnt. no big surprise aniwae. so yahz. was rushing 2 read thru e notes on e train n in sch. managed sumhow. speed readin wat. oh yahz. another reason 4 nt studyin is becoz i left my chapt 1 to 3 notes in sch w my first lecture test n my tys. so i sianz liao lahz. didnt bother 2 study. tried 2 memorise sum trigo formula after amir mummy called mi n taught mi sum method to memorise. but guess wat? amir mummy give wrong info. double angles formula r nt provided. then he tell mi got (or i heard so). then i didnt memorise. i memorised those in e formula list. i feel like murderin myself. yahz. n i 4got binomial series which i read like 30 mins b4 e exams. sighz. i m an utter failure. dumb. juz like tt face at e rite there. sighz. sianz.
met up w sum of my ny408 classmates. vry happie 2 c them. darlin son. boon2. xiang2. sokee. huimin. geraldine. all frm hc. then rj pple. nan xiao. lulu. pei fen. yii ean. yahz. then collect my cert. hahaz. then find sum teacher 2 tok rubbish w. sighz. miss them manz. now then i realise how gd they r. esp mr chan (physics). mr derek tan (bio)--though he tok alot of rubbish. miss them.
saw e rehearsal 4 POP tis sundae. erhz. shldnt sae much lahz. but quite pity huiqi. coz she is like e onli person doin e slow march n shoutin tt commands. wat happen 2 e other wan? is there suppose 2 hav another person? vry funnie lorz. c her run 2 sae e 'face front' command. hahaz. aniwae wan 2 hear my comments abt e marchin. then ask personally. hahaz.
goin 2 watch musical w daddy gabriel, amir mummy n 2nd bro yee kiat. shld go take a nap first. tired arhz.
dreaming awae at 1:35 PM