Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Saturday, July 10, 2004
well now i m in e sch com lab printin my interview qns 4 pw later. wow liao. i m goin 2 die a terrible death. oh no. help. wahz...i nv conduct interview in my whole life. n tis is 4 pw. n e interviewee is no one else but my band conductor. big play can. sighz. i m goin 2 screw it up. dotz. aniwae ah ma zhong ye is sittin beside mi now. i sorta of piss him off juz now coz i 'accidentally' mentioned tt e no of pimples on his face sorta increased. hahaz. but he is such a nice ah ma. hahaz. yahz.
erhz. aniwae lets go back 2 thurs. went 4 lion dance. n saw e coach. hmmz. vry nice coach n is a gd coach. vry happie 2 learn frm him. hopefully tis joy will make mi overlook certain pple. yahz.
then rite yesterdae was so nua. when during chem prac. wow liao. i burnt tt dun noe wat hydrated copper(II) sulphate. burnt n burnt n it's still blue. then i ask lilian 4 help. n realise tt i m burnin it in e wrong way. watever lahz. in e end didnt complete e xperiment. wat rubbish lorz. n was wearin tt uncomfortable goggles thruout. so sianz. after pe was rushin chem n physics pract worksheets w yii ean ka ming n yang lin. rush until dun noe wat time. then after tt nua w chong keat until ka ming n yii ean finish their first aid stuff. was tryin 2 do sum work. but realise tt i dun noe anitin. yii ean then scolded mi 4 being a slacker n said tt i actuallie vry clever juz tt i m 2 slack 2 study or mug. sighz. she reminded mi of xiang2. who also said tt 2 mi b4. but sighz. i failed my physics lahz. terribly. 20 out of 100. lowest in class. n i m startin remedial next mondae w circular motion. which i dun even understand is wat. forget it lahz. maybe i juz lucky lehz? watever.
current results (missin bio-- dun xpect betta than O)
gp-- C5
chem-- O
physics-- F
maths-- E
shld go n revise e interview qns now. dotz. n get ready 2 interview mr oura...wish mi luck.
dreaming awae at 11:45 AM