Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Saturday, July 31, 2004
ok i realise tt i hav a severely limited vocab list. nvm. erhz. 2dae is a tirin dae. maybe it's due 2 e fact tt i slept at ard 1.45am tis mornin. hahaz. coz i was helpin cheryl w her chem prelims practise paper. which is my yr paper lahz. online. was quite happie. coz bro nt at home. then can use com until late2. yeahz.
then tis mornin almost cldnt wake up in time. sianz manz. then on my papa's lorry on e way 2 sch. i suddenly tummyache. wow liao. once reach sch. i run 2wards band rm. luckily my dear princess is there 2 help mi take my bag b4 i sprint 2 e toilet. so nua. sighz.
2dae is college dae lahz. n sorta my first performance w e band. yahz. was wearin e white long-sleeved shirt n black skirt. n stockings. yucks. after wearin then i realise tt it is spoilt. so had 2 buy a new wan. sianz. aniwae requested 2 sit next 2 iris biao jie during e playin so tt i can follow her n nt lost myself among e melodies played by e trombones trumpets n horns. was abit e nervous. hahaz. ended up skippin e first 2 bars. but nvm. i did play ok. hahaz. so proud. pai sehz.
aniwae we had 2 sit thru e whole ceremony. n i was makin funnie faces at hui yun. tze hui. tse min. vicky. ah ma. hahaz. so sianz lahz. due 2 e lack of bassoon stand. i hav 2 hold it thruout e ceremony. then ard 3/4 of e ceremony. we went 2 eat. n saw ms tan "playin" w fire. e tablecloth kana caught fire. n guess wat. creative marlom took soya bean drinks n pour them on e fire 2 put it out. hahaz. make mi laugh until i wanna die. e food is nt bad.
went 2 hcjc 4 e carnival after tt. quite enjoy myself. yahz. n was walkin ard w hui yun n yee ke-ow though halfway yee ke-ow "disappear". then went 2 play tis game lahz. seek peng's class wan. find e small fuzzy balls in e boxes filled w even smaller styrofoam balls. hahaz. n got 6 balls lahz. while others like got 1 ball. so proud of myself. n i won star stickers. hahaz. n then gave hui yun n yee ke-ow 2 each as "earings". went 2 find xiang2. ended up jumpin on e air filled castle. those kiddy stuff. sighz. so "no face". nvm lahz. my reputation r alrdy in ruins. hahaz.
was vry tired lahz. coz insufficient sleep wat. 2molo i m going 2 visit ailing. i wonder how's she now. sighz.
dreaming awae at 10:10 PM