Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Friday, July 30, 2004
ok i m in a reflective mood now. coz late at nite. i will start driftin off. n i will recall tings tt hav happened in e past. n dwell on them. but mostly these tings concentrated on one word. PeOpLe.
i m sumwan who like to make frens w others. n i try 2 c others in a positive manner. n i muz sae. i m vry touched by certain pple's actions. reallie. wout them i dun noe where i will be now. their understanding. their encouragements. their hugs. their 'flyin kisses' (my trademark). wout them i dun noe how i survive. there r times i wan 2 cry. n i did. on sum of their shoulders. n becoz of tis. i noe i will nv be alone. reallie alone. as long as i ask 4 help. thanx u.
n i realise w alot of concrete examples tt first impressions r vry inaccurate n unreliable. no 1 example is yee ke-ow. last yr when i saw her on bus 911. it was one of e worst first impression. i thot tt she was a sec 1. n a super geek wan. hahaz. now she is one of my closest fren. life is reallie full of surprises. on thursdae i check my opinion of sumwan once again. n i realise tt X (tt person) is actuallie a vry nice person. reallie glad to noe X. used 2 tink tt sum of my ogmates vry dao then realise tt they vry lame n funnie. hahaz.
but then i realise tt as time passes. i started to lose e link w sum pple. we cant seem 2 communicate as well. feel abit e sad. but maybe it's time 4 us to be abit e more distanced. coz distance makes e heart fonder. rite? frenships may nt last 4eva. but they do hav a place in my heart. as long u need mi. i will be there.
hear tt ailing. i will be there 4 u. jia you. follow e stars.
dreaming awae at 8:09 PM
