Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
ok 2dae is one of my super long dae. aniwae. wanted 2 take blue slip n go home after my double lectures (2h 40 mins) but then yii ean scold mi lahz. so managed to tahan until sch end. sighz.
ok 2dae civics n bio lesson. mr loh used it 2 discuss w us e datin relationship. then got sum weird2 handouts tt tok abt horoscope n courtship. so nua. then mi n jian hong were so sianz lahz. coz e class suppose 2 sit w pple of e same horoscope n both of us r taurus lahz. e whole lesson is quite hilarious lahz. but then. i wasnt feelin great. so was quite sianz lahz.
went 4 double lects. physics n maths. n was doin my gp application qn. so wasnt listenin at all 2 e physics lecturer. who we nicknamed e "raffles spirit". due 2 e large amt of white foundation powder tt she apply. heard tt she didnt change much over e yrs. hahaz. as 4 maths got listen n sorta understand. n we started on complex numbers. sianz.
mrs yeo didnt cum 2dae again. so hav double break. went 4 pw. n was quite irritated. by certain pple. also by e sch n moe lahz. last min ask us 2 make changes. wow liao. coz my grp's file is selected 4 moe checking. so irritatin. n when i was crackin up my brain 2 cum up w sum crap. sum pple was juz sittin there n laughin at dun noe wat. while sumwan else juz sit there n "curse" us wout doin anitin. i was so pissed lahz. n my headache n sorethroat is nt helpin tings. but was quite happie tt mrs jai singh sae tt she like my handwritin. wow. first time u noe. hahaz.
went 4 bio prac. n was like a zombie by then. e xperiment didnt proceed smoothly. n i started 2 whine. reallie vry tired n sick. hahaz. was quite funnie lahz.
then wait 4 mr tan 2 go home w mi n yee ke-ow. wait n wait. then marlom ask yee ke-ow 2 watch e jap show. but i was reallie dyin so wanted 2 go home. after alot of tug of war. mr tan volunteered 2 stay back n watch w us n hui yun. then my mum called mi n scold mi 2 go home. but after lookin at yee ke-ow n being reminded of e fact tt she wait 4 mi every lion dance prac. i decided 2 watch e show also. but my contact lens is like super dry lahz. e show is "e cat returns". yahz. quite funnie lahz.
now i need 2 go n do maths vectors tutorial 8A n 8B. n physics gravitational field tutorial. sianz arhz. sighz. i cant stop coughin.
dreaming awae at 10:04 PM