Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Friday, July 30, 2004
aniwae before i sae anitin else...juz wan 2 wish madan bro a happie belated birthdae. hahaz. may u always be my brother. hahaz. n pass sum of ur running genes 2 mi.
ok need 2 recall wat happen on wednesdae 28/7/04
hmmz oh i was sick. nt in sch. was at home lahz. coughin nonstop. throat hurt like no wan business. then was sleepin e whole dae away. then started doin maths tutorial late at nite. coz cldnt sleep. rubbish.
29 July 2004
went back 2 sch. n survive thru e dae until i reaches physics practical. i suddenly feel giddy n wanted 2 die. wow liao. n was tryin 2 tink of sources of errors n suggestions 4 improvements becoz it's an xercise 4 spa skill c n d. was goin 2 faint liao lorz. but when i realise no wan can carry mi...i decided 2 hang on no matter wat. finally finish. phew. but got orientation team 2005 interview. was dying liao. then still go n practise bassoon. but hav sum fun lahz. hahaz. thanx princess n vicky. n went w yee ke-ow 4 e interview. after cing tt there is so mani pple at e waitin rm. we went 2 e archery clinic. n hav fun. hahaz. yee ke-ow aimin vry gd. keep on gettin yellow....while i super lousy. sighz. but like archery alot. hahaz. so glad i get it 4 pe elective. oh yahz e interview is so nua. sighz. i tink i screw it up by tellin them lame jokes. nvm. it's ok. i m used 2 failure. dotz. was so tired tt i sleep after eating dinner. wout doin ani hmwk once again.
30 July 2004.
2dae. sianz. realise tt i nv do chem focus tutorial n need 2 hand it in 2dae. luckily ms tang let mi hand in on mondae. then chem spa also nv study. but nvm. i hav faith in myself. hav tis sayin. u noe then u noe. u dun noe then u dun noe. so. i went 4 e spa. n feel so 2pid. nvm. sumting funnie happen lahz. shldnt sae here. or else tt person murder mi. hahaz. watch bowling for columbine 4 gp then rush back 2 ny 2 watch jj (lin jun jie) concert. hahaz. pon pe. so nua. take taxi to ny. n almost cldnt cum in. coz e security guard abit e nua. yahz. went n feel so out of place. onli saw cat there. e rest of my sqmates like nt there. sighz. e sound system abit e lousy. so cldnt reallie hear e singin vry clearly. but is quite happie tt i saw him. hahaz. wanted 2 get signature but i wasnt allow into e library where e autograph session is coz i m nt wearin ny uniform. sighz. but nvm saw him lahz. can liao. came back rj n blow bassoon 4 a while. then went 2 play archery again. saw my nanny. hahaz. then went home w yee ke-ow. tok on e train again. hahaz. so nua. n eat long john silver w her.
btw i saw my shuai ge yet again. hahaz. ok. i m abit e siao. nvm.
ailing. how r u now? i wish u well my dear fren. life is sweet. n i hav alot of tings 2 share w u. i m waitin.
dreaming awae at 8:07 PM