Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Thursday, June 17, 2004
well. yesterdae was e 3rd dae of e camp. went 2 collect insects in e garden lahz. kana more mosquito bites. so itchy. accumulated frm yesterdae. got moth. big ant. small ant. erhz did sum stuff like e 'powerful' egg shells n e denaturation of egg white. yahz. i also did e hot air xpand n cold air contract stuff lahz. usin balloons n glass bottles. hahaz. quite fun lehz. hmmz. also did magnet stuff w them. erhz n my grp was e slowest. coz i vry long winded. hahaz. yahz. n lastly we did make paper snails. whewz. manage 2 finish e stuff. hahaz.
n i was drawin n colourin e cards durin e lessons when jess is teachin n i hav notin 2 do. becoz of sharpenin e colour pencils n doin e presenz. i slept at 2am e dae b4. sighz.
oh yahz. went 2 meet my dear daddy gabriel n mummy amir at orchard. thanx 2 jess i cld leave quite early. reach orchard mrt ard 5.50pm lahz. coz need 2 walk frm e bus stop to e mrt. then quite far. was writin daddy gabriel's letter on e bus. almost cross eyed coz e bus ride vry bumpy lehz. yahz. then onli finish after i reach e mrt lorz. started writin amir mummy letter like 6.02pm lahz. finish ard 6.20. n both of them were like waitin 4 mi. feel so guilty. yahz.
then we nua ard lahz. were standin in e middle of e buildin 4 15 mins coz we cldnt decide where 2 go. hahaz. then mummy n daddy keep on bickerin. hahaz. so funnie. luv them alot lahz. my hilarious parents.
finally walk 2 scotts food court. then they argued abt e 'niceness' of e seats lahz. hahahz. so in e end we went 2 sakae sushi n eat. n e food quite nice lahz. juz tt in mummy opinion. portion 2 small. hahahz. yahz. gave them e presenz n letters. n we took photos. hahaz.
then we walk ard b4 endin up at starbucks. only mummy bought e strawberry n cream stuff. quite nice u noe. juz tt it's abit e 2 creamy. hahaz. then we took photos again. i tink e pple there vry amused by us lahz. hahaz.
erhz. both daddy n mummy wan 2 go 2 borders toilet so i tagged along. nt into e toilet of course. aniwae we ended up browsin a bk on birthdaes instead of goin 2 toilet. hahaz. read more abt ourselves. n my advice is "a teacher teaches a student to teach himself". up to u 2 interpret it.
yahz. then i n mummy rush back 2 woodlands. on e way tok more abt bassoon n e band n syf. goshz.
well 2dae overslept again. hahaz. then my papa need 2 go sumwhere so onli reach henry park at 8.30am. yahz. was tapin newspaper again lahz. after tt went to collect e food 4 tea n stuff. yahz. 2dae xcursion again. to a vegetable plot. hdb flats. hmmz. was stayin at e playgrd w e children n playin w them. tired manz. they reallie full of energy. yahz then went 2 ghim moh market 2 buy vegetables. was conned lahz. by tis auntie. she tink i look young nv go market. go n die. actuallie ask 4 $2.50 4 veggies tt cost max $1.80. due 2 e fact tt i was tired. i did nt argue w her. irritatin.
e children make a chart w e veggie. n i was cuttin paper lahz 4 2molo. yahz. then started packin e stuff into boxes. coz last camp of e hols wat. yahz. play ball w them. almost died. coz they dun understand how 2 buy. sighz. also make paper cicada w them. yahz. tt's e end of e dae. hmmz. bro usin com soon. yahz.
dreaming awae at 10:56 PM