Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Friday, June 18, 2004
well 2dae is e last dae lahz. due 2 e fact tt i m a slacker. erhz. i didnt do much lahz yesterdae nite. so in e end 2dae in e mornin was rushin 2 finish drawin e cards n start writin them. yahz. but i feel so proud. i finally finish them. yeahz. hahaz.
well 2dae did nt do much lahz. did e comparison of artificial sweetener n real sugar. which wan is sweeter. yahz. then they design their rollin wheels. then i teach them how 2 use a thermometer. wow liao. will vomit blood lorz. imagine tryin 2 teach PRIMARY ONE students of 7 yrs old stuff tt they learnt like only in pri 3. n i cant sae alcohol contract n xpand coz 2 chim. so all i can sae is when hot. alcohol 'goes up'. when cold. alcohol 'goes down'. cannt stand myself. then they like cannot count e markins on e thermometer. wow. can feel blood pressure risin which may nt be a bad ting coz i 2wards low blood pressure. yahz. then e rest like so noisy. nv queue up. sighz. tt's y i sae i nv wan 2 be a teacher. coz i dun tink i vry patient. yahz.
oh yahz. i came out w e song 4 e kids 2 perform at 2dae's concert lahz. w xiao qing n jess's help. n it turn out a failure coz they dun bother 2 memorise. in e end. it becum a one man show. wilson's show. who is vry loud. n holdin e mike summore. w my notes 4 him. so funnie lorz. ok tis is e song. w e tune of jingles bells.
we r s3
we cum 2 dvc
we do science experiments
and go xcursions
we make bubbles
and fold paper snails
we learnt abt insects
n hav fun. hey.
dvc dvc
s3 came along
oh wat fun at bird park
we fed starlings w worms
dvc dvc
s3 crawl ard
we hav fun w veggie
lady's finger n corn
nice rite? coz i tink wan wat. hahahaz. yahz. but nvm. cheng jun won e best overall camper. n lydia won e best camper in class. luv them manz. will miss them vry much. sighz.
dreaming awae at 10:33 PM