Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Monday, June 14, 2004
well 2dae first dae at dvc (discovery vacation camp). hmmz. reach there abt 7.45 in e mornin coz dad need 2 bedok 2 work lahz. was e first wan 2 reach. so stayed inside e classrm 2 read. within 5 mins i heard a pair of high heel shoes n e shouts of boys. they r supposed 2 report at 8.30 n tis 2 boys arrived at 7.50. so i hav no choice but 2 'boy-sit' them. guess wat? within 5 mins a pair of brother n sister arrived. so e no of my charges increased. n i collected abt 10 children b4 8.30. hav notin 2 do w them so ended up tokin rubbish w them. yahz.
hmmz. my class is S3. pri 1 students. quite cute lahz. hahaz. n out of e 10 children i collected earlier 2 r in my class. one is samuel(first brothers 2 arrive) n e other is lydia(pair of bro n sis). e class is ok lahz. but nt vry sportin. n jess e teacher is vry fierce though she dun hav much voice left. hahaz. yahz. so i dun reallie need 2 control them. quite slack lahz. n i tok rubbish to entertain my fellow leader. xiao qing. hahaz. she sae i more entertainin than marlom khar. feel so honoured can.
did notin much xcept 2 eat n eat. i ate like 2 teas n a lunch lorz. cannt take it manz. oh yahz. they did e flying fish ting lahz. e paper was cut by mi n xiao qing though she did most of e cutin coz i draw line vry slowly. e kids designed it then we hav competition. we also did e senses ting lahz. blindfold then place onion under e nose. eat apple. pear or orange. e slicin of e fruit using blunt knife n paper plate is quite erhz. hahaz.
enjoy e bubble blowin most. hahaz. mi n xiao qing prepare e mixture n was testin it. then when e kids play. i joined them. yahz i noe i childish. but vry fun lehz. hahaz. enjoy it vry much. was buildin bubbles castle. u shld try it. hahaz.
e kids r generally well behaved lahz. xcept a few. quite ok. n i did nt suffer ani tug of war yet. hahaz. juz tt sum of them vry naughty. keep on bullyin others. esp e boys lahz. hmmz. e gurlz r ok juz tt sum of them quite 'sticky'. oh yahz. i receive 2 sweets frm 2 diff gurlz. hahaz.
n e dismissal time is like 5pm. then there was a huge confusion. coz sum of e kids was told by their parents to wait 4 them at e 3rd level while e pickup pt set by e camp is 1st level. sum of e parents were like so gek lahz. n then horz. becoz of sum children i stayed until like 5.45 lahz. e last pair who went home is none other than e first pair 2 reach e sch. samuel n his elder bro daniel. wow liao. i dun noe wat 2 sae lorz.
did nt mix ard w other leaders alot. but do noe most of their faces. feel quite awkward lahz. coz i m e youngest there n most of them done e camp 2gether liao. hmmz. miss my rj frens.
dreaming awae at 10:22 PM
