Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Monday, June 28, 2004
wat shld i sae abt e above topic? i dun noe lahz. sighz. i seriously nv study lorz. it's like 2dae chem paper rite. then i onli finish atoms etc, mass spec n atomic structure (3 subjs) yesterdae nite. then 2dae. mornin. i speed read thru chem bonding I n II, solid structure, gases n liquids, chemical energetics (5 topics) which r vry heavy in content. all in 1 hr 15 mins. on e train. n in sch. hahaz. i tink i reallie make alot of pple speechless.
then went into e examination hall w e mentality tt i will fail e exam. which is nt tt bad lahz. coz sec 3 n 4 life also like tt. sighz. then it's like e whole structure qn ting. out of 27 marks max i score shld be 10. provided i got 90% of those i try correct. wat rubbish lorz. e essays r ok. juz tt i hav a few qns dun noe how 2 do. sighz. e mcq 4get it. i was havin a throbbin headache tt i reallie cannt tink.
yahz. n lady luck is nt w mi 2dae. juz b4 e exam. i went 2 e toilet. n fall down e stairs while makin my way there. wat rubbish lorz. n sprain my rite ankle lahz. yii ean was kana frightened lahz. so sorrie gurlz. aniwae thruout e whole exam i was rotatin my rite ankle 2 prevent swellin. wow liao. i m so unlucky 2dae. sighz.
then after exam went jurong pt w yee keow. marlom. du yang. terrance. coz 2molo no paper. yahz. then so funnie. coz marlom spilled his drink on e flr n his pants. lucky 4 him. rjc pants r waterproof. 4 8 mins. after 8 mins. then erhz. u can 4get abt it. hahahaz. then we nua n tok rubbish. hahaz. laugh until i wan 2 die can. wow liao. yahz. went home w yee keow. saw tis couple. sumwan tt yee keow noe. hahaz. so nua. they abit e intimate in public can. we both. dotz. hahaz.
sighz. cant wait 4 common tests 2 be over. i xpect 4 F. or maybe 3F n 1O(o level pass). wat rubbish lahz.
dreaming awae at 6:29 PM