Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
hmmz. 2dae reach even earlier. n was tapin e tables w newsapapers. then read a bk while waitin 4 e dae 2 pass. well. samuel n daniel once again r e earliest 2 reach. but they vry nice. tis time they arranged e chairs on their own. n stayed in e assembly area to play. vry obedient.
2dae is xcursion dae lahz. w S3 i went 2 e jurong bird park. wow liao dun noe how mani billion yrs nv step into it liao lorz. i tink e last time was in pri sch n it was becoz of art competition then i enter e bird park. went 4 a birds of prey show. quite nice lahz. but e speakers arhz. their accents abit e heavy. so quite difficult to catch wat they saein. hmmz.
then went to e waterfall there to feed e birds lahz. wow liao. i was so xcited lorz. nv done tt b4 wat. then jess n xiao qing were quite amused by mi lahz. yes i noe. i m childish. but i enjoy e xperience. feel e bird frm my hand. e worms vry ticklish. then i received a big white feather. hahaz. coz i was e eldest 'child' then e person in charge gave mi one of e biggest feather he had. it belonged to a south-east asia bird called silver feather if i remembered correctly. so nice. but a few of e boys lahz. so naughty. they wanted my feather n tried 2 snatch frm it. so i a bit e tug of war lorz. n my feather rite. was ruined in e lower part. sum of e hairs drop off. so it's shape is incomplete now lahz. so sad. but i still luv it. cant wait 2 receive another feather. i m currently in pursuit of another feather.
visited quite sum birds. macraws. emu. flamingo. swan. penguins. owls. nt onli e children learnt stuff. i learnt too. hmmz.
then after tt. e children r quite tired lahz. so nt so much activity. but accident happened lorz. hmmz. esther is tis tiny little gurl n she fall down. then sum of e more 'ba gua' kids lahz. all sae they witness jordion pushin her. but i asked him n he sae it's an accident. but he still kana a scoldin frm jess lahz. coz he mishaved alot of time. n he hav a cut on his eyelid due 2 e fall. n it's swollen lahz. sighz. i tink his mum goin 2 kill us. n at tt time when she asked mi rite. i didnt noe she was his mum. so i juz sae simply tt he fall down when playin catchin n hurt his eyelid. wow liao. i tink i juz offended her lahz. nvm.
so tired. went back 2 woodlands tt almost overslept again lahz. n met amir mummy at causeway pt w joseph. they were leavin lahz. hahaz. then amir mummy go shoppin w mi 4 colour pencils. coz i m going 2 make each child a card w a bird. they alrdy taken orders. got e idea frm 2dae last activity of makin a card w e theme bird. quite nice lehz. so decided 2 draw lahz. w e help of e chart. took ard max 5 mins per card. so i tink i shld be able 2 finish them by fridae.
oh yahz. meetin my dear daddy gabriel n mummy amir 4 dinner 2molo. so muz finish tt presenz 2nite. but i m lackin sum stuff lehz. dun noe how. n i need 2 write long2 letters 4 them. hahaz.
dreaming awae at 11:27 PM
