Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Sunday, June 13, 2004
hmmz. well i realise tt i vry longwinded in my entries. but who cares? coz tis is my blog. n it is suppose to reflect my character wat.
aniwae yesterdae didnt do much lahz. suppose 2 go 2 sch lahz but erhz. overslpt. then give up. so erhz. rush down frm woodlands to boon lay to go 4 interview 4 boon lay youth club(blyc). yes. actuallie i dun reallie noe y i m there lahz. coz tt time it's like tis lady she called mi then she juz asked mi whether i wan 2 be a full member. then i sae yes. then she ask mi to cum down 4 interview can. yahz. so i blur2 go down. hahaz. aniwae e interview was hilarious. so funnie. all e qns i dun noe answer wan. but hav fun lahz. but i tink e j2 muz tink tt i m mad. keep on laughin can. hahaz. yahz. after tt wait 4 marlom khar until i sianz. then go all e way to imm to buy reed case. walk ard e buildin like 4ever. to realise tt e shop closed. wat rubbish.
after tt rush down to vch 4 hc co concert. 2 c boon2, xiang2, my darlin goddaughter n kai xian. hmmz. e concert is vry nice. yahz. n i gave them chocolates. hehez.
as 4 2dae. i was roused by a phone call frm my ah gong suyi ard 10. coz due 2 miscommunication. my sqmates r suppose to meet in sch at 10.30 instead of 1.45. wat rubbish lahz. n i live in woodlands lorz. ny is like in bukit timah? which is 1 hr journey frm my home. in e end reach tt like 11 plus. n miss everytin of e atc(annual trainin camp) cheerin com xcept e nco item. which is nt bad. tis yr bravo best company then i was like tellin ah gong tt she n catharine arhz r no gd. 4 yrs they spent in ny then bravo nv best company. now they gone liao then immediately best company. i was in all 4 companies b4. bravo, charlie, delta n alpha in tt order. so hav lunch lahz w sum of my sqmates n tok rubbish. yahz. after tt cum back to woodlands to nua w yee keow e pope coz too early to go to vch 4 e rv cum yuhua alumni band concert.
erhz e concert is vry gd. vry entertainin. e music gd too. but e emcee. marlom khar was vry nua durin e first half coz he...yahz. aniwae he is gd lahz in e 2nd half. but his hair look horrible. n e dancin n actin by e yuhua pple is vry funnie. hahaz. hmmz but i will sae i enjoy it immensely. yes.n i lost e chocolate tt mi n yee keow buy 4 du yang e pope n jonana. feel so guilty. aniwae gave marlom. hui yun. tze hui. yi jing. esther. vicky n daryl flowers. with thorns. hahahz
so u c. i basically can camp at vch lahz. within 4 daes go there 3 times. 2molo dvc starts. i will be workin lorz. wish mi luck. hope e kids r nice.
dreaming awae at 10:20 PM
