Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Saturday, June 19, 2004
erhz 2dae suppose 2 go 4 nynp alumni games dae lahz. but erhz. got band lorz. then i vry long nv touch my dear bassoon. tone gone liao lahz. then cannt hold notes. furthermore goin pulau redang in malaysia. it's where in chinese arhz. xia ri de mo mo cha is filmed. vry pretty. natural white sand. water clear blue. cant wait manz. hahaz. oh yahz aniwae went 4 band in e end lahz. sighz.
so ended up nuain w yee keow lahz. keep on movin frm one place 2 another. hahaz. then practise lorz. practise halfway started singin lahz. like a radio station like tt. then yee keow is my onli audience. hahaz. i wan 2 go kbox lehz. i wan 2 go. hmmz. but no time liao. holidaes endin n i reallie need 2 study. sighz. yahz. tt's y i m bringin notes 2 rendang can. so tt can study when suntannin. hahaz. later cum back look like another race. sighz.
hav lunch w my daddy gabriel. amir mummy. nigel bro. paula sis. n last but nt least. jun yan my nanny. so funnie can. hahaz. hav a great time. n nigel is tellin us dirty jokes. then meet tse min 2 go orchard 2gether. aniwae e 'relationships' ting in band now vry messy. hahaz. need 2 iron tings out. hmmz.
meet winnie at borders. read bks lahz. then met yee keow n marlom. hmmz. sumtin happen 2 them. yahz. then nua ard. then went shoppin w win2. bought presenz 4 my daddy gabriel n amir mummy. luv them. hmmz. oh yahz. thanx paula dear 4 e presenz frm japan.
then my mother called mi coz cannt find my passport n 2molo leavin liao. luckily found liao. hmmz. i cant wait lehz. hahahz. white sand blue water here i cum...
dreaming awae at 10:34 PM