Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Thursday, June 24, 2004
ello pple. i m back. hahaz. ok shld tok abt e trip. hahaz.
day 1 20 june
erhz. left house too early then reach golden mile complex 2 early. so in e end went to drink sugar cane drink at nearby food centre. yahz. took e first bus 2 malaysia checkpt at ard 9.45pm. guess wat. e person in charge miss out our names lahz. so it's like e bus suppose 2 fetch 36 pple becum fetch 40 pple. after alot of rubbishin ard. e pple finally settle it. n here we go. pai sehz amir mummy. we went by second link so erhz i cant wave gd bye 2 u arhz. hahaz. then wait at malaysia checkpt 4 e bus tt will bring us 2 terengganu. wow liao. reallie vry shuai. we reach ard 10.50pm. n e bus was late. vry late. n we ended up boardin e bus ard 12 sumtin. we were e first few 2 reach. e last wans 2 leave. it's like when we reach. there's a few bus. we wait until more bus cum. then they leave. until no bus was there lorz. wat rubbish lahz. it feel as though we r stranded there lahz. sighz. then i slpt on e bus lahz. 4 ard 6 hrs. then we reach terengganu. e seat is quite uncomfortable. n frm wat my bro sae. e drivin is also vry scary. yahz. at turns rite. e driver didnt slow down at all. so erhz. yahz. but i dun care. coz i was like a dead pig. hahaz.
day 2
i 4got wat time we reach. but i tink ard 8. then was transferred 2 a van 2 be sent off 2 a place where we wait a while 4 a bus. which sent us 2 e jetty. after tt. wait like ard 1 hr then board e boat lahz. n spent like 1 hr n 15 mins minimum on e boat. but e view is vry gd. hahaz. all u c is water. water n more water. coz open sea. then pass by a few vry small island. so cute. hahaz. yahz then redang is like super2 big lahz. compare 2 those island. hahaz. i stayed at e redang beach resort at e pasir panjang beach. supposedly e best beach lahz. n face south china sea summore. hahaz. then it's like there is no jetty lahz. so have 2 cross over 2 a floatin platform. then 2 a small motor boat. e last part u juz hav 2 walk w e water. n i was wearin jeans. hahahaz. quite fun u noe.
yahz. then wait 2 check in. super hot. cannt take it manz. but quite like our room. it's like each rm hav one single bed n one double bed. can slp alot of pple. yahz. after tt. i went 2 slp lahz. hahaz. tell u alrdy tt i m a pig.
wake up 2 go n play water. hahaz. it's ard 5 plus liao. then no tan lahz. coz e sun nt strong. e sand arhz. vry fine. vry nice. hahaz. n e wave quite big lahz. wat i did was 2 sit down at e beach there n wait 4 e wave 2 cum in n crash at mi. so fun. hahahaz. oh yahz. alot of fish there 2. hmmz. then feed them bread. hmmz. they all swim 2wards u. hahaz. then my sis abit e siao. i tink sum of them touch her. then she vry scared. sae they molestin her. wat rubbish lahz.
play liao then go back shower. then hav bbq dinner. quite ok lahz. then went to e gift shop. notin much 2 buy lehz. so erhz. yahz. i sure most of u get e hint arhz. hahahz. yahz. then went back 2 read my chem notes. n i onli finished like 9 pages before admitin defeat n go back 2 slp. hahaz.
day 3
act wanted 2 wake up 2 watch sunrise wan. but horz i got no watch n alarm clock lahz. so yahz. miss it. then went 2 hav breakfast ard 7 plus. after tt went 2 play in e water again. hahaz. then tis time bring my mummy also. then we wanted 2 watch e fish wat. so went 2 e more rocky area. then instead of cing fish. we all kana cuts by e sharp n slippery rocks. my flesh at e soles is abit e gone lahz. pain u noe. yahz. but after tt play at e sand area.
after tt set of 2 e redang marine park ard 10 plus. then it's like no jetty when we leave rite. so we hav 2 swim 2 e boat. hahaz. then when reach there. i fall down again lahz. when climbin e stairs of e jetty there. sighz. but nvm. still hav a lot of fun there. e fish there arhz. it's like so mani lahz. u cant possibly count them. then feed them bread too. hahaz. took pics of them. maybe will post them here after i develop them. so fun. juz tis trip is worth e journey 2 redang.
reach back e resort n hav lunch. coz no jetty. i was given e choice 2 jump boat. hahaz. so fun manz. after tt shower n walk 2 adjoinin resort to hav a look at their facilities. oh yahz tt resort is called e laguna redang island resort. n it's nicer than e wan i m stayin lahz. hahaz. n u noe wat. it actuallie hav e mo mo cha inn. e wan tt was used in e film. wow liao. so nice u noe. hahahaz. act it's e rebuilt version. e real wan was demolished after e filmin. but it is on e same beach. which is 2 sae i was stayin on e same beach in e film. hmmz. muz re watch e film liao. then hav ice cream in e cafe on e 2nd storey of e mo mo cha inn. hahahaz. after tt went 2 another resort 2 hav a look at their gift shop. n sis n bro bought stuff lahz. came back wanted 2 suntan. but abit e tired. ended up slpin. hahaz. so didnt tan lahz. play water again n e wave is so nice. luv it manz. then went shower n hav dinner. erhz. we bought our own dinner n nt e set dinner included in e package. so vry nice lahz. hahaz. hav like porridge w alot of stuff. n we ordered 2 person meal. ended up alot of stuff. so e 4 of us were juz nice 2 finish e stuff lahz. n it's vry cheap. hahaz. typical singaporeans.
oh yahz. rush 2 buy e bottles n sum stuff. coz vry poor arhz. so onli bought bottles 4 daddy gabriel n amir mummy. e rest arhz. sorrie arhz. heeheez. then was fillin e bottles w e sand arhz. w no lights lahz. so vry dark. n it start to rain. wow liao. so e quality of e sand tt i collect nt vry white. but still nice. hint. n went back 2 slp. hahaz
day 4
wake up n pack up. then hav breakfast. then check out. then wait 4 boat. hahaz. well as there is no jetty. so hav 2 walk out into e sea 4 a short distance. water reach ard knee. then climb up tis flight of stairs onto e boat. quite fun. then begin e journey back 2 terengganu. like e sea so much. then board a van back 2 e bus interchange n board e bus. e van was lettin off pple at alot of place includin e terengganu domestic airport lahz. wait 4 1 hr plus. then e bus set off at 12 plus like tt. wow liao e journey arhz. almost kill mi manz. aniwae we stop at tis place (i also dun noe where) to hav lunch ard 4 plus. then we set off again ard 5 plus. reach singapore it's like 11plus. set on my daddy's lorry ard 11.30. so e bus journey is like so long lahz. my butt hurt u noe. cannt take it manz. my head ache too. aniwae one of e bus uncle is an indian who converse in mandrian. wow liao. i m so impressed lahz.
dreaming awae at 10:43 AM
