Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
2dae is band investitue. well my section gave amir n gabriel tis bottle filled w reeds lahz. i m supposed to give them each a double reed. but unfortunately i dun hav lahz. i only hav one reed to last mi until i get a new wan frm e new qms. aniwae luv yee kiat coz he help mi glued 2 single reed to form a double reed. hahaz. n wrote a short msg to each of them. hmmz. there's e card too. reallie luv my seniors.
but my band uniform -- white blouse, black skirt, black stockins n court shoes is quite horrible lahz. my blouse is abit e too small. my skirt to big, long n loose. i seriously too long nv wear stockins liao. then it's like i 2tally 4get abt it until like 5 mins b4 e investitue. ended up wearin it under e staircase. so stupid. then yee keow n tse min hav 2 hold up a blazer to cover mi. n e guys r like so nosey lorz. keep on cumin over. i ended up screamin at them all. sighz. wat happen to my image. but e end product which is mi w blazer n tie is nt bad. quite like it. but i seriously need 2 alter my skirt n practise wearin stockins.
yahz. e investitue is nt bad. n amir as emcee is vry funnie. tis yr pei xuan is band major n nigel is ass. bm. then he said tt it's nt normal coz 'there is a woman behind every man but we hav a man behind a woman'. speechless. then he continued by saying e head of band is called e band 'major' so e vice head shld be called e band 'minor'. hahaz.
n we took a lot of photos...band formal photo. section photo. i took w amir n gabriel too. n they gave mi small cards. feel so guilty. suppose to give them sumtin too. but erhz. didnt lahz. so i went 2 spotlight to buy sum stuff. prepare to make 4 them. n i need 2 find amir birthdae's presenz. belated. hahaz. he is 1 yr minus 2 daes older than mi. got e idea liao but need time 2 find it. hmmz. hope i can find it n give it 2 him.
yahz. after investitue went to sumwhere n eat ice cream. was walkin in e rain n singin bimbo cheers. hahaz. so funnie manz. then we ate ice cream w 2 flavours alcoholic. couldnt take it after eatin one mouthful. so stick to normal ice cream. vry nice. then went to orchard to meet sum of e batch pple to go n play pool. well didnt play lahz. was sitin there n tokin. after tt then went to plaza singapura. spotlight. then went home.
truthfully speakin. i m nt close to e seniors. onli find amir n gabriel n eunice n joseph funnie. will miss amir n gabriel e most. my dear mummy n daddy. hahaz.
dreaming awae at 3:13 PM
